Sunday, November 11, 2018

Pressure

im at an age where most people have at least some semblance of stability. a job, maybe a house or at least a place to call home..maybe even a family or at least starting one. i look around and see people my age having those. even some people younger than me already have some of the things.

i see those people..some my friends..and im a bit jealous of course. altho, i do have a job and a place to call home so thats somewhat something stable. i cant shake the feeling that im being left behind.

its a kind of pressure you dont feel alot but when it hits..it feels like youre drowning in it.

am i living up to my potential? do i even have potential? am i just settling? is this all what its going to be?