I'm somewhere where I shouldn't be but I don't see and/or feel myself moving at all.
There are times I just want to pack some things, get in my car car and leave. And drive and drive and drive until I couldn't drive anymore. Somewhere.
But I can't.
It's the same feeling I felt when I was stuck in the ICU for 3 days. Stuck in bed, helpless, really nothing to do at all.
I'm stuck. And it's my fault.
I know I should be doing something.
But I just can't seem to do it.