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im still alive. im still here. hooray i guess. posting again to no one and nobody. this is prolly the only kind of therapy ill ever have, if you even call this kind of thing therapy, and god knows i prolly do need professional help.

the thing is, i never got back to whatever myself was. ive been just on autopilot.

i wish there was something more optimistic to write about. well....at least i havent been admitted to the hospital in awhile and my health has been fine. ah well except for being diabetic now but thats ....under control i guess.

to be honest, there are a few things id like to write about or stuff i was thinking of writing but im not as enthusiastic to write as i did before.

im not sure when ill drop by again.

thank you for absorbing and putting down my thoughts you blank white void.