Stuck.

I'm stuck.

I'm somewhere where I shouldn't be but I don't see and/or feel myself moving at all.

There are times I just want to pack some things, get in my car car and leave. And drive and drive and drive until I couldn't drive anymore. Somewhere.

But I can't.

It's the same feeling I felt when I was stuck in the ICU for 3 days. Stuck in bed, helpless, really nothing to do at all.

I'm stuck. And it's my fault.

I know I should be doing something.

 Anything.

But I just can't seem to do it.