its been awhile and its been getting hard to transfer my thoughts into words because theres alot of them waiting and wanting to be written.
life hasnt been nice this time around since the last post i made less than a year ago. healthwise, im fine. ive been taking my meds and i guess my diet is okay despite my weight going up and down. hopefully it gets to stay down. as for my relationship, well its done. i found out she was cheating on me and that was pretty much that.
so it feels like im back to square one just like i was two years ago.
there are times when things get bad, i just go and sob and cry. i cant stop it. i try my hard not to feel like this when im in public but it does come and go and it doesnt really pick a time when it does.
